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monster inside by faniebonie, literature

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monster inside

all the hate and disgusted looks i seem to get, all the tiny whispers and witty remarks that seem to follow me. i try to run away but they always seem to chase me down. they don't seem to realize that they only fuel the monster that dwells inside. it'll grow and grow.. until its big enough to devour my soul along with the ones that fueled its fury. no mercy..HAHA! for i am no longer in control. the blood-lust is overwhelming. it must feed on the pleading screams of my victims who did nothing but hate. it smiles as i splatter them on the ground.. this monster inside.. only feeds on your hate.. and its hate itself..that created this monster

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Untitled Poem by AsuraLotus, literature

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Untitled Poem

Untitled In the time of desperation, We look and look for respiration. For what is blight, Will soon become light. Through times of sorrow, Becoming more and more hollow. Judging this pain, And letting it go as rain. Rain isn't as powerful as it may seem, For some it helps mend the unseen. Others glisten without being broken, While others using that as a token. Oppressing the unseen and suppressing the face, We come together in the reality of a race. For some have only finished, Others have yet to be vanished.

Just a Dream. Please. by lostmyslef, literature

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Just a Dream. Please.

I feel... that this is a dream. None of it's real. Nothing's what it seems. But sometimes I wake with a gasp and a start. Like being thrown in a lake, the cold waking my heart. And I look up in fear at what I've done. It's bringing me to tear, this monster I've become. The things I've said, the people I've hurt. I wish I were dead, Six feet in the dirt. This can't be real. I won't let it be. I don't want to feel. I don't want to be me. So I slip back into dreams, where everything's okay. Nothing's as it seems, but I get through the day.

Not Good Enough by lostmyslef, literature

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Not Good Enough

Not good enough for me, not good enough for you, maybe all the insults are simply what's true. What can I say? Nothing, I'm done, so sick and tired of having to run. So this is the end, the last puzzle piece, the very last straw, the pain will soon cease. I won't have to struggle. There will be no pain, and everyone's lives will go on quite the same. Because I am just me. The greatest disappointment of all. So say good-bye, as I start my free fall.

Truest Home by lostmyslef, literature

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Truest Home

I took my mask off, showed my true face, but you threw it back at me, called me a disgrace. No one wants to see. No one wants to hear about my hopes and dreams, my memories and fear. They'd rather I stayed quiet, shy and in my place, but I can't stay behind. I want to run the race. "No!" They cry. Stay where you belong. No one wants to hear your misery song. So crawl back in the dark, with your monsters and fear. Sit there quietly, year after year. Never going to get out, never going to get free. This is where I belong. This is the truest home for me.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Feb 2
United States
Deviant for 11 years
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Hey i'm Fanie ,i'm 17 and well..i love art and poems and i listen to all types of music as long as its good..i guess even though i say i hate emotions i actually love them. i'm a total noob at just about anything but i get the hang of things pretty quick if i put my mind to it. i'm also a gamer i'm into fps (first-person shooter) more but will play anything that catches my interest. i think i'm pretty awkward at first but once you get to know me you'll love The Fanie! :) oh yeah! and i'm an animal lover!!! this includes some reptiles,no spiders though..or any creepy crawlers.

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lol,not sure.

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sucker punch,Dead Silence,The Princess Bride,etc..

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school rumble,Inuyasha,Death Note,Bludgeoning Angel Dokuro-Chan,etc.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence,Breathe Carolina,Falling In Reverse,Avenged Sevenfold,The Used,etc.

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Tekken,Left 4 Dead, COD,Alice:the madness returns,etc.

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faniebonie

Jun 12, 2013

one day ill leap in

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Whores like me deserve to go to hell. One day lll have The courage to leap in head first Cause even  i dont want to feel a thing. And one day i wont. Ill e Doing the orld A favor..one less whore to worry about if you ask me.

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faniebonie

Feb 13, 2013

missing the in love feeling.

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its almost valentines day!! i completely forgot it is in two days.. proves to show its not as important as it used to be.. i miss the in love feeling..lol,which only makes me feel a little better about all the chocolate and ice cream im going to eat while watching cheesy romantic comedies like the total girl that i am. -__-   i would deny the fact of me being such a girl when it comes to this shizz buuut...i'm a terrible liar so why even try xD

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faniebonie

Feb 3, 2013

finally 17!

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so yesterday was my birthday..i am finally 17!!!! >___< the day itself was pretty boring i didn't really do much which sucks. all i did was play video games and sleep which i can't complain cause it still sounds pretty awesome >:D all i wish for was to get a happy birthday from my dad but i guess he forgot..which is okay cause im 17 now.. getting to talk to him again is all i need to be happy,i guess. :)

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Happy Birthday!!

Happy Birthday again. Hope you have a great day!

Happy Birthday!

Fanie my dear dear friend you need to know that you are one amzing girl and that you are incredible and lovable and that you are needed more than i am needed....okay....so just be happy ...someone as pretty as you should never ever ever hurt as much as you do ..okay ....I <3 U

280077s

Mar 27, 2013

YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!! MWAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

ArtofDezzy

Mar 22, 2013

YOU faved some of my stuff and i didnt even thank you..what is wrong with me.....THNAK YOU MY DEAREST FANIE

ArtofDezzy

Mar 15, 2013

FANIE I MISS YOUR CRAZYNESS